".You should wear this Caprice." I said glancing at a blue long sleeved shirt and a plaid school girl skirt that stopped literally three inches from my clit. "Oh my gosh Becky look at her butt! It's so big." I said as I swept across the room looking for clothes to wear. I looooooovvvvveeee you." I heard the line go dead and I fell straight on my face in my bedroom. I'll be there in a few." I smiled like a dumb duck and dug my fingernails into my skin. "Alright bitchy! Just stay off your period and I won't have to use my fucking finger as a tampon!!!" I laughed again almost falling to the floor. "Umm I can pick you up alright? I'll be there at ten." I glanced at the clock. I wanna get laid in the back of your fucking car man!!!" I laughed taking constant swigs from the bottle that I had clamped up into my sweaty fingertips. Say bitch!!! I was wondering if you could pick me up for J.O.B. "Umm Caprice are you okay?" He answered back like a little slut. "Heyyyyy Winkkkk.whatha fucking shit is up bitch?!!!" I slurred to the phone. Yeah I thought of rhymes but they were crappy and I stumbled over my feet as I made my way to the phone. Shit! My headache was kicking in and my thoughts were whacked. It's been about three years since I felt like this. Emptying five bottles already and I felt like shit. I moved off the couch to the fridge and grabbed two six packs of the stuff. "Fuck." I mumbled noticing that my beer was almost empty.
My dad was snoring like a fat man who just got done eating and the tv was nothing but static. I took little swigs from the bottle and observed my surroundings. "That's my girl." He said as I rested my head on his shoulder. But for now I just wanna get drunk." I sat beside him watching football. "Are you gonna be gone tonight?" He asked handing me a beer. alright?" I nodded and walked to my house watching him help his mom off the porch. "Well I think I'll walk home if that's okay." I said placing a kiss on his cheek. We both looked at each other and back at her.
The time will come when it's right." We came into view of his house and his mom's back sad to us on the railing of the porch. "Yeah umm.I guess.maybe we can." I cut him off there. Isn't that good enough?" I replied still not making eye contact with him. We haven't slept together at all." My eyes widened and I turned my attention to the window. "Who's gonna be your best competitor?" I rolled my eyes and turned to him. "So who are you battling tomorrow?" He asked me."J-Beatz, Caroline, and Jasmine. When everyone was gone and it was only me and Jimmy we made small talk. Thanks." She smiled walking upstairs with Wink. "Ay do you want me to come up?" He asked her making me a little jealous. Wink, Jimmy, and Alex got out the car and I stayed put in my seat. You're like my sister and if you need anything just say so." I nodded and gazed out the window. Right now it's just fucked up you know?" He patted my knee. "Iz sometimes I just think about all this shit. "What are you thinking about?" I sighed deeply and answered. What's next? Sol eats to many donuts and explodes? Gosh."Caprice? Caprice." I look up to see Iz nudging me. We possibly just lost Future and Cheddar is in the hospital. One of the best I know and he doesn't even want to share it with his friends at least. That I can rap and it's all I want to do.īut when your boyfriend is constantly doubting his ability how can you go to him for help.
A chance to prove that I'm not just Caprice Hollister or Queen. I am so ready to battle tomorrow that it's not even funny. "Hey guys.Caprice." I waved falsely and went back to brainstorming while they talked about the book and her photo shoot. I just sat quietly, brainstorming as I heard the door open. We had to pick her up for a photo shoot for her book. "I don't know man." It was quiet as we waited for Alex to climb into the car. tonight?" Wink asked Jimmy staring out the window of the car.